Its the same shit over and over so i dont care

Build up my hopes
build up my dreams
everything that has ever,
meant anything to me.
It doesn't matter...
I'm just waiting till you shoot them down again.

Tell me I'm worthless,
why not make me cry?
Recalling every miserable detail,
of such a miserable life.
It doesn't matter...
It will be over soon enough.

Break my heart,
watch as the shattered pieces fall...
tell me that you don't love me...
and never wanted me at all.
It doesn't matter,
you've killed my will to live... it doesn't matter,
I have nothing left to give