I did it for you!

I know,your right!!
i messed up again!!
but even you knew this
one i just couldn't win!

i fought so many battles before!
so much pain i had to endure!
so many tears that couldn't
help but fall!so many times i couldn't
help but crawl!!

but you have to understand!!
that i did what i could do!!
and to tell you the truth
i did it all for you!

i cried every f u c k ing tear i could
cry!!every time i got up
i always got myself to try!
even when i knew it wouldn't help!
i did what i did even when pain
was all i felt!!

and all i ever wanted you to know
is that on the inside I'm staring to grow!
starting to grow and i wont stop!
until the day i finally drop!

and when that day comes i will
have faced the world alone!
weather or not the pain in my eyes was shown!