Pain

I can feel You all around me,
Your face keeps swarming my mind.
I've tried everything to help me forget,
But nothing seems to work
I've cried for you,
I've bled for you,
But it still isn't enough.
I thought You'd always be there,
Caring for me 'till the end.
But instead You changed into the
Person that I thought You'd left behind.
Your lies have all come undone,
There's nothing left that you could say.
I've reached an all time low,
Why can't this pain just go away?
You've shattered all that I have,
There's nothing but the pieces you left behind.
Your name is screaming inside my head,
I'm starting to lose my mind.
I gave you my everything,
But you threw it all away.
I go through life like everything's ok,
When inside I'm slowly dying.
I see You with her,
Thinking about how that used to be me.
But now it's her that you hold,
Her face haunts me in my dreams.
I used to hear you say "I love you,"
But now I hear words of hate.
The skies have all turned the darkest of grays,
And the rain always seems to pour.
I'm waiting for my sunshine,
My moment of happiness that I long for.