Smile

This is my back up plan,
This is my One last chance
To be the one, to make you smile.

It was better when I was scared,
Scared I would love you forever,
and you'd be there.
Scared you would never return,
My feelings for you
-And I'd wonder, if we were still holding true.

But I would take back my fear,
and I would live with my pain.
I would cry away the hours,
If I could hold you again.

This is my back up plan,
This is my one last chance
To be the one to make you smile.

It hurts you to try and love me,
You just can't do it yet.
And it hurts me so, to love you still
But it just aint givin' in.

My heart needs a reason, to keep on beating
So I'll watch you leave, with my heart in your smile.

This is my back up plan,
This is my one last chance
To be the one to make you smile.

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Yeah, I'm quite repetative at the moment... I know I should try a different subject (because technically it would help my writing to keep an open mind) but right now I'm all about sorting my feelings out and telling him everything I need to without actually telling him. Hope you guys like it anyway.