Darkened Thoughts of Pain

Darkened thoughts

Cloud her mind

Misery and suffering

Oh to be unkind

She holds back

Never letting go

Secretly possessing

The pain she knows

Just to live her life

Just to feel no pain

To be happy again

And dance in the rain

No matter how hard she tries

No matter how hard she wishes

In silent blows her pain

Becomes her submission

Starring to the sky

As a raindrop falls by her side

Oh to be given the chance

A chance to confide

But who would she choose

Who would she tell?

This secret is deadly

A secret from her hell

She knows what she'll do

She has to confide

She writes a letter

To the note she wrote inside

" I loved you dearly

Gave you everything I had

But you just didn't realize

The beauty of what you had

Classmates in the beginning

In the middle best friends

Lovers in between

Enemies in the end

Where did it go wrong

When did you lose my taste

When did your heart give up

When did it no longer race?

I wonder if you care

Or even if you know

This broken heart

Is something I can't let go

I still remember that day

When we danced in the rain

You took me in your arms

And kissed away my pain

Or that time we layed in the grass

Starring at the night sky

Wishing I could stop time

And our love would never die

But you wished something different

And you slowly drifted away

Leaving me to suffer

Day after day

I guess you will never understand

The pain you've put me through

But it's time for me to move on

And leave my misery with you

So in this letter

I'll give you back my fears

my misery, my pain,

and all of my tears

Good-bye my love

I'm done with this pain

I'm going outside

To dance in the rain"

She sealed the envelope shut

Gave it to him the next day

Stared him in the eyes

And smiled as she walked away.