Left with so much guilt

Guilty she would feel
each and everyday
so much in mind
but nothing to say
her head facing the floor
her feet to the ground
no smile
just frown
no one came to her
so she never played
hated shed feel
so
mean
and betrayed
love meant nothing at all to her
in hr mind that will stay
she felt so dark
heavy dark
not gray
what made her feel so dark
was her soul
if u was to live her life
you'd know she had nothing at all
so many tears dripping from her face
as she sits down
shes counting the drops
the marks
stitches
fears
and pieces
but what MADE HER dark
all the peaces that she has counted was
memories from her heart
nothing she had
cuz her family was gone
part by part
a thousand memories on the floor the Lie
till this day she sits at the corner and waits to die