I find it hard to not cry~rip~

Its hard to believe your in heaven
when i have you here in my heart
its hard not to cry
even when i miss your dearly
id sit in my room as moments we had
pass through my head
your all that i want when u had me in your arms
i find it hard to not cry
when i cant see you with my eyes
when i can only search you with my heart
even when my days bad i wish upon every single star
that ill at least here your voice from a mile away
thou its hard to believe your in heaven i know your in heaven watching me
on ever step i take and every action thats made
i try not to cry but
your so special i cant miss a tear for you
thou u don't want me to cry every tear i shed
is every memory we'd have
and every word that came out your mouth
and came in my heart
but i know your safe in a beautiful place called heaven
you were the greatest daddy ever no one can ever take your spot
i know how to swing on the swings now
...thou i miss u pushing me...
i loved how you used to tickle me
...i miss that too...
but don't be sad daddy I'll visit you in heaven one day
.........i love you.......