Shape up, we're worried.

I trusted you
i thought you'd never do this
to yourself, to me, to the family.
but you did.
and i was wrong about you.
you made a huge mistake.
and theres nothing i can do,
nothing at all.
i can't believe that it would happen,
that you would even dare do this.
why? why'd you do it?
it wasn't worth it,
cause all you did is screw up.
screwed up your life,
the family,
your whole world.
everyone tells me to back off
and not worry.
but how can i not?
you screwed up big time,
and who knows what'll happen later.
ok, ok.
i still love you,
and I'm here for you.
but i am so disappointed.
think of whats best.
not just for you,
but for others involved.
for instance, the family.
we love you,
so shape up.
cause we're worried.