Too Hard

You were always there
Me, wishing I could have you
While everyone was unaware
I watched everything you drew
Your drawings done with care
I think somehow you always knew
Probably because I used to stare
And stick beside you, just like glue

People say it's wrong
but they don't understand
I've loved you for so long
Which makes it hard to stand
But I know I have to stay strong
You didn't want me in your band
You were afraid we wouldn't get along
I saw you did that thing with your hand

For now I'll just be there
Laugh, cry, smile or sing with you
Maybe even send you a playful glare
Trying to get over that fit you through
Things are getting too hard to bear
I wonder how I look from you point of view
Are you like me, starting to despair
I doubt it, you don't have a clue