The thoughts of you haunt me,
blind terror stalks my dreams,
I hide from the night in the safety of wakefulness,
I can't let go of the memories,
Though I know i should,
Your like a disease slowly killing me,
Robbing me of happiness,
Its because of you I cry,
And because of your actions,
I wanted to simply not exist.
I wish you knew the effect,
I wish you'd thought of my future,
You would've seen my life,
Maybe realized how hard it would be,
But you didn't think,
and maybe you didn't care.
Either way I'm still affected,
I still hate you so much,
And I hate myself for hating,
But I can't help it,
and it doesn't matter,
You're gone...and life...goes on.
