Screaming inside!
i just cant stop!!
sooner or later
I'm just gana drop!!
drop to my knees
and never rise!!
deep down inside
my soul slowly dies!
it dies and soon
Tobe dead!
f u c k the words i once said!
they don't matter now!
they were never true!!
so don't worry bout me
just worry bout you!!!
i can take care of myself!
i don't need your hand!
because its not like you
can actually understand!
you never have and you
never will!!you will never
understand how i feel!!
so stop pretending that
you understand!!i Will
never need your f u c k ing
hand!!!!
because Ive been through this
s h i t before!i let the pain soak
in to my core!i let it take all that
is me!!and turn it into something
entirely differently!!
something that has me by
my f u c k ing hand!something that
can actually understand!!
something that will finally set me free!!
something that will eventually kill me!