Cross my heart and hope to die,
I pray to God you don't see me cry.
I pray the Lord my soul to keep,
and to stop my eyes from wanting to weep.
And if I shall die before I awake,
A real relationship you'll have to fake.
You stopped caring long ago,
your true feelings, you don't even have to show.
I wish you would
I wish you could
Learn to love me again,
and commit our favorite sin.
I want to love you close,
because its you I chose.
I miss you showing me I'm special,
now I don't think you even feel.
Please Lord change his mind,
my heart doesn't want to go on another find,
for a man thats so perfect for me,
he's the one, God can't you see?
Maybe someday I'll be thankful
for unanswered prayers left unfulfilled
make my heart keep beating
and my mind stop it from repeating.
I can't get the new person out of my head,
even when you sleeps next to me in bed.
Are you leading me on or staying for good,
Keep loving you, I don't know if I should.
You say you needs his space,
should I find another place.
I say we can work this out,
thats when we start to shout.
I really don't know what there's left to do,
all i want is to be with you.
Your holding my heart, go on and decide,
either way it won't take back all the tears I cried.
