That day you hold my hand and looked into my eyes
I saw something in your hazel eyes
When you hug me tight
I felt dark and cold feelings from my inner soul
So, I asked you
"What's wrong, honey?"
You replied
"Nothing, sweetie..can I hug you a bit longer?"
"Sure" I said.
I heard a small whispered
"I love you"
You told me that you will be away
Away for a long long period
I asked for the reason
But you kept silent
I went to your house like usual in the weekend
You parents told me that you are not at home
I wondered when you were in that moment
I wondered what you were doing
It's been 3 months
I waited for 3 months without any news about you
You did not contact with me
We had lost contact
Each time I think of you
I just could not help myself from crying
I miss you so badly
I wanted to see and hold you tight
I heard the sound of bell door
When I opened the door
I saw a lanky postman standing in front of me
"Hey miss, could you sign this package for me please?"
I opened the brown package
I saw a teddy bear and a letter inside
I was surprised that you sent me this package
In the same time, I felt happy too
My happiness wont last long
The letter took away my happiness
You mentioned something
"by the moment you received this letter,
I am gone from this world forever...but
trust me, I am always beside you..."
My heart was aching
The tears from my eyes
Rolled down from my cheek
Why dont you let me know earlier?
That you are dying
I wish you did
So that I can accompany you
To go through the edges of death
I asked God
Why the chosen one is you?
I felt so sad
I can not control my emotion
I can not accept your death
"Promise me, dont ever give up in surviving..
I know you must be sad now but please dont cry k..?
I dont wanna see you're crying..
I wish you will be happy
Even without me in your life.."
My biggest regret
My biggest wish
I dont even have a chance
To tell you that
I love you
I pray to God everyday
Hoping that He will pass my messages to you
Hoping that I can see you again
Even it's in my dream..
I just wanted to tell you that
I love you now, always and forever..
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