One day i'll see

There is so much i wish i could do
So much i needed to say
I will never forget that fateful day
I miss how we use to cuddle and play

I don't know what to do
I'm going out of my mind
Peace is what i wish i could find

Since you left me
I t gets harder and harder to see
You left me in this cold and lonely world
Once again a scared little girl

I could always rely on you
You always knew what to do

When i was scared
You were always there
Never afraid or worried

You use to tell me to take it day-by-day
Now thats just too long
Because your gone

When my sister called and sister called
She said it's important
I knew then, my heart started hurting

By the tone of her voice
I knew i had to listen
I had no choice

I knew something was wrong
This feeling was too strong

She said the words i feared the most
"Steven is gone...."

I feel to the ground
This isn't true

I didn't believe her at first
Just the thought was the worst
Never being able to see his sweet face
I feel so out of place
God, This hurts

I lay in bed at night and cry
Wishing you didn't have to die
Why god?

Sometimes i want to die
But I know Steven wants me to move on
But how do i do that when such a huge part of my life is gone

Maybe if i was there
You'd still be here

What makes me smile
Is knowing you look down on me
Wiping away my tears
Hoping one day i'll wake up and see
Your standing right next to me...