Some how this feeling inside
I just can not let it hide.
I have got to let it out for all to see.
People need to be able to know the real me.
Choosing to except it or not.
Is where they get their shot.
Deep down I am nothing like this.
Cause inside there is so much I miss.
The pain and the sorrow I feel.
No one knows how much I have to deal.
Inside there is this wish I keep.
He will never know why but he is controlling how deep.
I may hold the knife at night.
But he is the one that makes me fight.
He was perfect, until that harsh day.
The last words I got to hear him say.
My love for him will never die.
When I said forever it was never a lie.
For him I will always hold a special place in my heart.
I wait for the day he mends what has broken apart.
I wait for the moment he wants more.
But until then I will be standing at the door.
