Taken Hold of Me

Lying in the dark
I try containing my pain
My thoughts build endlessly
Hearing the pouring rain

Fears are catching up with me
Weighing down my soul
Confusion's taking over
And I'm losing control

I'm still trying to forget
Those words stuck in my head
I try picking myself up
But I fall instead

The little things combine
Forming one catastrophe
All the things I've ran from
Have taken hold of me