Life is Grand

I ve written about almost everything
from death and hate to my misery and pain
yet never have I written something happy
which means I never have had anything to gain

I ve been hurt time after time
been made into someone I m not
I ve had my close ones take the easy way out
and had guys tell me that same old line

but never have I spoken of anything un-kweepy
the little things in life that bring a smile to my face
like the time it rained and I felt whole
or the time I new I had found my place

it s the happy things that make the kweepy things worthwhile
the time I fell on that pole and had to go get stitches
but that night was amazing.. The things i did the people I saw
yelling out the car window Stupid Beaaacches

my friends make everything so much better
from partying to the movies to just chillen
we have the most amazing times
like runnin around the backyard playin villans

scooping ice cream into eachothers bowls
laughing at the prank calls we used to make
dancing in the rain listening to hanson
wishing reality was all fake

that day I broke down
I called my best friend
and her shouder
she did lend

and I realized..

my lifes been pretty amazing
maybe I fall too hard and much too fast
but I don t regret it one bit
it was the way he made me feel in the past

and now..

I ve written about everything
everything that I have felt
about happiness, smiles and laughs
and to my fathers grave at which I knelt

and through it all
here I stand
I ve changed a tad
knowing.. Life is grand