Tear's in My Texts

Here come the tears
Back with all the fears
Sitting up all night
My heart losing the fight
Mascara running down my face
Needing your embrace
I wish I knew how to please you
Just tell me what to do
I spend my days all alone
Waiting by my phone
You won't let me in
Our relationships falling into the bin
Can't you hear the tears in my texts?
You really have no idea of your effects
Hearing your voice makes me smile
If only you stayed a longer while
You're the reason I got through today
But tomorrows going to depend on what you say
I'm too weak to be okay by myself
I don't care about my health
You're the only reason I stayed
But now I can see your loves beginning to fade
I won't last through another break
But i'll pretend I will just for your sake
Last time you left I knew there was still hope
But this time there's no way I'll cope
As soon as you forget me
I'll cease to be
As soon as your backs turned
Ill bring about the end I've yearned
I couldn't while you were here
Because you held me so dear
Now that I'm just a memory from your bitter past
I'm not even going to try to last
So now that we're done
I hope you have fun
I'll stop calling your phone
And I'll leave you alone
I'm ending it before I suffer through the break
This is much more than I can take.