A note left inside!

I was once in love.
I gave him everything.
I showed him life, in a way he will never forget.
3 months into our love, i gave him my granddads knife.
My granddad told me to give it to the one i love.
My boy loved it, he told me he would always keep it.
Time had past i love faded.
We would fight everyday over little things.
He acted like he was someone else.
I would have to cry myself to sleep each night praying our love would not end.
HE came to my house and gave me my stuff back
He showed me something a girl would never want to see.
His chest was cut up, his arms was bleeding.
I cried right in front of him, for i know that was his plan.
He did it so i would feel bad, and give up everything to be with him.
I walk away with tears down my face.
I heard him yell my name.
" ashley don't go, i did not mean the pain"
" its not you i did it to, it was me i cut"
He gave me a package be for i left.
I opened it....
The knife i gave him lay inside..
With blood still on the blade.
A note placed inside said.

" A love i gave up, for i did not think. I realized i gave up a girl that did everything. Not only did i cut my chest and my arms. I think i cut you heart in Half..

Days went by and the tears still fell.
15 messages a day on my cell.
But i have not gave in.
I turned down this love so i would not get hurt.
Because once you hurt yourself.
You hurt the one that loved you..

I wrote this and its true. I don't mind comments just don't be mean.