Determined Love

The first time I saw you
It wasnt love at first sight
I didnt even want to talk to you
But I had to be polite
The next year I saw you again
You were sitting in my class
When I walked in our eyes met
That was our moment ill never forget
When that class was done we both smiled as we left
Little did we know that it wasnt over yet
You walked one way I walked the other
Next thing we knew we bumped into one another
Two classes in a row
Was it meant to be
That we didnt know
Your assigned seat was behind me
We talked the whole class with out a care
Before we knew it the class was done
I didnt want to leave I was having too much fun
When you walked away all I could do was smile
Just knowing I would see you again in a short while
As the day passed we saw each other more
This was something we both couldnt ignore
Six classes together out of eight
In our eyes this had to be fate
We took a chance
We were together a month
The next thing I knew I was getting dumped
I was upset but I knew I would get over it
That same night he told me he missed me
He wanted me back
I couldnt resist
His smile, his laugh, his tender kiss
All those things I missed
We never spent a moment apart
When we werent together we talked on the phone
Neither of us needed to say anything
On the phone all night just listening to each other breathe
Thats all we would ever need
So young but so in love
More than anyone could understand
It was almost our one year
I didnt think there was anything to fear
But the day came where we he wanted to explore
I was prepared for what was in store
He broke my heart but told me he still loved me
I never understood what pain was until that day
We decided to stay friends and see whether or not that relationship would end
It was been nearly three years
During those years we talked every week
Every conversation made me fall deeper in love
I never wished for anything but another chance
I wanted to tell him but I just couldnt speak
His girlfriend and him had a fight
That was the end of them that night
I took my chance and tried to tell him how I felt
Instead he told me what he felt
The things he said would make any girl melt
He explained why they broke up
She had had enough
She knew about him wanting me
And she told him go and let her be
I couldnt help but cry
I knew how it felt when a girl steals your guy
I tried everything to get them to go back out
Nothing I tried seemed to work
They broke up and it was all my fault
I thought if I left him alone he would go back
That didnt happen
I tried not to love him
I tried not to show him I cared
He saw right threw me
Now that he knows we dont know what to do
We love each other
We really do
Theres just too man people standing in our way
They tell us that were not meant to be
They tell us its not worth the time
Shouldnt that decision be his or mine
My parents wont allow it
They say Im too young,
I cant love him
They also say he isnt good enough for me
Why is everyone against us
Maybe it isnt meant to be
Theres just so many more obstacles in front of me

Please tell me what you think...its my first time writing a poem