I'm lying here
Alone--
Thoughts occupy my mind
A defenceless theme
That I know far too well
Unfolds
And ruptures open
To revel
The underlying emotion
That's hidden behind
This broken reality
It builds
Impatient and fearful
All at once
Leaving no room for doubts
Covering me
Like a sheet
With guilt--
Until it leaves a stain
And I feel
The need
To break free
A torturous escape
A mindless fear
Grabs on to me
Holds
For a second
Then longer
Until
I give in
A tear is born--
Release
