Looking for tomorrow

Lost throughout my feelings,
of darkness and of pain,

the shadow out my window,
the shadow of my shame,

the feeling of my sadness,
eats me up inside,

the feeling of despair,
nowing i have lied,

hoping that tomorow,
is betta than today,

hopeing that this christmas,
wont end again this way,

giving people hope,
that neva will arive,

the biggest fight for savival,
is trying to stay alive,

the hope to get through each day,
with a smile and a laugh,

the hope to get through each day,
better than the last.