Invisible tears

Calling out in the night
No words, no shouts, no sound
Open my mouth, my throat is tight
My despair, so tightly wound

Squirming around on my bed
This nightmare turning worse
Pressure building inside my head
The ever waiting hearse

Screaming for help every day
Silent screams, lost and cold
Yet this numbness seems to stay
Has my soul been sold?

Breaking down, huddled in a ball
Yet still, tears will not fall
A trapping, bleak, impassable wall
That won't rest until it's done

I'm crying, crying, invisible tears
Screaming silent words
So afraid to show my fears
But no one can see my
Invisible tears