I can't believe you died. I cant believe your gone

And as i sat waiting
for the night to begin
the news came to me
unexpectadly
Asking if I knew a girl who had passed away
I asked back, which one
And when I found out it was you
My heart dropped to the floor
I stood quiet for an hour
Afraid to cry
Afraid to move
Couldn't think straight.
Tried covering it up with a smile
But instead I was like a zombie
Walking beside them
in the pouring rain
As the rain cried for me
Since I couldn't cry
And once i came out the shower
It finally hit me
That you were gone
Gone forever
Gone for a lifetime
Gone from my eyes.
And I sat and cried all night
Wondering if i ever said i loved you back
when you would tell me you loved me in the hallway.
but my mind is blank
from your memories
i remember stuff
that shouldn't be remembered.
I thought i was over your death
But apparently I'm not.
As I sit here hysterically crying
No one knows how you died
Different stories in the air
If only I knew
So i can accept that your gone
And in a better place
But your not rested in peace
Since no one knows
and no one wants to tell
how you were taken from us.
Im afraid to look at your pictures
I might just go nuts.
I just wanted to say
I love you
And that you were a good friend
and a great girl
and I will miss you forever
You were too young to die
Too young to be taken away
R.I.P Melissa
Forever missed.