I thought this was real love
I thought I found it in you
we were so happy together
but where did that go to.
Now I still think of you every day
and cry before I go to bed
my heart is missing inside me
and now I'm feeling dead.
I have our child inside me
and you don't even want it there
you say I am unfit to raise it
and that you really just don't care.
You told me that you loved me
with every beat of your heart
but now you say you don't
it was all lies from the start.
I hear that its my fault
me and you are where we are
but I didn't mean to break us up
and make us so far apart.
I am leaving on a plane
and going far away from you
and its not because I wanna
I just don't know what to do.
My heart is broken to pieces
and you just crush them more
so if you do not mind please
kick them out the door.
I want my aching to end
I want this to all be okay
I want to wake in the mornings
To love every single day.
so leave me alone at that
there is nothing more to say
I pray for mercy on you
when you face god on judgment day.
