Please Don't Feel Betrayed

Silence is the norm
That my mind consumed
Darkness fills my form
Left me so confused

There's a little place
Deep within my heart
Where your sweet embrace
Never left me apart

Then you went away
Right before my eyes
Drugs took your days
Never knew their lies

You left me all alone
I'll never be the same
I think of how you'd gone
It makes me go insane

You promised me you'd live
Promised me your life
But what did you give?
Just memories sharp as knife

Every single day
I'm still loving you
What else can I say
I have to stop loving you

Will it be so easy
Just to let you go?
Since the day God deceived me
I had nothing of you left to show

But now I move on
For a brand new page
I still sing our song
Which calmed your deathly rage

Will you think of me
Way up Heaven's High?
Will you come seek me
Just before I die?

Many times I've tried
To end this life of mine
Feelings that I find
Gutless near the time

Now I let you go
Please don't feel betrayed
I loved you even more so
When in my arms in death you laid