Beautiful Sharpness

The blade right in front of my eyes

I wish to reach for it and reveal its beautiful sharpness

Reveal it and run it across my skin

Penetrate deep to watch the blood ooze out of my body

Isn't temptation great?

So hard to say no to something you know

Something that has made you feel so good for so long

I wish to refuse

but the urge is powerfull....

Unknowing of what I should do

Should I take it and end it?

Or should I surpass the urge and live?

8-15-07