I sit here, writing this, thinking thisâ?¦.
I sit here in a deep thought,
Trying to answer your request that is in need of answering.
Why you?
What did I see in you, you ask.
To be honestly truthful,
I have no idea, thatâ??s what makes it so special.
You are just more than I was bargaining for.
I know I thought through this past year,
â??in your dreamsâ?? or â??yeah youâ??ll never find outâ?? to whatever you said.
But I somehow over time got a feeling that those were lies and in some way it would become a reality, that you would find out.
You did, and I donâ??t mind.
But what I saw in you,
Besides your inside comments, you were nice, you seemed to be respectful to anyone who didnâ??t â??push your buttonsâ??.
But especially those late nights I pushed off my sleep to be and talk with you,
I wouldnâ??t just do that for anyone, I lost hours to help you, but I did not mind one bit.
You are something more special than the ones from the past, I never felt the way I do with you.
You give me more of a comfort, you give me the strength to survive to live, whenever I feel down I think of you, and at random times you sit in my mind and make me think how I believe I really am the luckiest girl alive.
But I didnâ??t know this was going to be this amazing in the beginning,
So why did I stay,
I guess I heard something through my prayers, my dreams, deeply through your eyes.
My faith was strong and told me to hang on and try love for another time.
I had a feeling in my heart that you are the one my heart, soul and body wants.
I seemed to get a pre-play of how Iâ??d feel with my destiny,
The strength of love pushed me through the door and got me to you,
And because of everything you are and everything you do, I can always stay with you.
You are my prince of my fairytale,
Your sensitivity touched me since the first time you opened up to me,
It really caught my attention, and brought me to my senses of how I wanted to really and truly want to be with you, and so I stayed strong in believing in you.
You are my personal angel,
Youâ??re my indescribable feeling, and I donâ??t want to feel that way with anyone but you.
You are just so perfect for me, you fit within my heart,
You healed my heart that took so long to pull itself together, it still was not healed and slowly kept getting broken, but you were the one who repaired my heart that was slowly beating and now it wont stop, Iâ??d rather have it beating faster and faster because im with you rather than how I previously was without you,
You healed my heart, my savior,
I love you and something tells me that you are of some sort of miracle to me.
