I Hate this feeling

I hate this feeling that keeps me wanting more
no matter what i go through
it's always you i want to turn to
I hate this feeling that keeps me wondering
did you ever love me or was it all a lie
the one I must quickly believe before I die
I hate this feeling that takes the best of me
the one that no one gets not even me
This feeling is something more
that tells me I should go for
the one I love and not give up
I spend most of my time wondering
stuff about my past
our past
I been ignoring this feeling
because I hate this feeling.