Heartbreak [[Revised]]

I sit here alone
Whispering to the shadows that surround
It feels like the world is gone
And I'm lying flat on the ground

My eyes hold the sadness
That my heart doesn't dare cry
To the razor is where I once again run
Because I don't want to try

The tears slide down
My blood-soaked lips
Mixing with my blood
And rubbing off onto my fingertips

I'm tired of everyone's lies
Especially all the ones you told
Truthfully spoken from your poison lips
So very hurtful and so bold

You held me in your arms
And you told me you wouldn't dare lie
Kissing my forehead
Making sure I didn't cry

Every night I sat staring at the stars
Thinking about you
While you were out with some other girl
Something I thought you'd never do

A liar is an understatement
More like a monster who charmed a dove
Then you ripped off my wings
And called it love

Now I'm alone back to where I began
Crying among my stuffed animals
Is this what you needed to do
To call yourself a man