Heartbroken for You

We've parted with things left unsaid
I can't erase your face or touch from my head
everything about u made perfect sense
and now I'm lost in confusion, in waiting, in longing
What i wouldn't honestly & truthfully give to meet your gaze again
I really don't understand what keeps me faithful
I'm about to cross that line
And if I do I don't want to keep looking back at that road to my past with regrets
He's great u know....the other one
He's always been there from day one
He may not totally capture my heart as you
but for now It'll have to do
This is the weakest part of me
I will not be looked upon as vulnerable, used, or your convenience.
I"m strong, independent, but at the same time missing you.