Free...

I run into my room
Tears like raindrops on my cheeks
I lean over the edge of my bed
And reach for my best friend
The sweet silver blade
That eases my pain
That lets me feel once more
That temporarily helps me feel human

My mother screams through the door
Begging me to come out and "talk"
I know she just wants to blame me
Blame me for all her problems
Not tonight
Tonight will be my night
My last night
My dear friend will grant my last wish
I will be free of this life
Free of the blame my mother places me with
The lies the one I love tells me day after day
Free of everything I hate and love
And everything that hurts so bad
Free of this cruel, heartless world
That I was mistakenly brought in to