Out the door

Im Nothing and Noone,
No tears to be shed,
For on this morning i will awaken dead.
Nothing can save me,
A lost cause of dreams,
Broken and shattered, Torn at the seams.
I whisper my fate to the holy dead,
And with that done i sink the rusty blade in.
It sears the flesh and strips it away,
Releasing the life of me today.
As i lay there on floor,
With my blood rushing out the door,
I know that soon my life shal end,
This horrible curse is over my friend.
I take the blade and cut some more,
As my life rushes from me and out the door.
Im sick of causing everyone pain.
And now i no it wont happen again.
Im sorry for all the shit ive done,
The pain ive caused the heartache ive done.
I never wanted to see u hurt,
but like a fool i made it worse.
So now as i lay on the floor,
I will think of u, my lovely girl.
Until my life ends and i leave this world.