I just lost my best friend.
I lost the best friend I will probably ever have.
I lost my girlfriend.
I lost my heart.
I lost my soul.
I lost my love.
I lost my life.....
and I never even got to say good-bye...
There was no closure.
There was no end.
There was no hug good-bye.
No "i'll remember you forever".
No "always remember me".
There was no last memory of you godess-like silhouette, your hypnotizing green eyes,
your intoxicating smile,
your calming voice.
No last memories of you perfect laugh,
your soft cold hands clasped with mine.
No memories of your soft, pale skin.
There was no final memory of your warm breath against my neck,
or your silky red hair.
I never got to lay my head on your chest before you went away.
I didn't get to listen to the rhythm of your heart beat.
There are so many memories that we could have chosen to be our last, yet we never got the chance to even say one, simple, little good-bye.
If only I could give you one, last, passionate kiss...
One last hug..
One more "I'll remember you, baby".
One more "I love you. I love you with a capitol L".
one last "you'll be in my heart forever".
And one more, final, good-bye.
Good-bye my sweet.
Good-bye, lovely.
Good-bye, my angel.
Good-bye my savior.
Good-bye, my heart.
Good-bye my love.
Good-bye my life.
Good-bye....
