As the tears fall down can you hear my heart break?
As it screams you name saying "what'll it take?!"
now you just don't see the smile i fake.
just one more night with you. for my hearts sake?
can you see me slowly break down?
& will you catch me before i fall to the ground?
oh wait. you're never around.
to see my world come crashing down.
Isn't it sickly insane?
how we wound up in this chapter again?
I wish you just saw my pain.
& soon realize this is no longer a game.
I wish you could walk a mile in my shoes
& then you'll know what it's like to sing the blues.
I've givin you hints, &
i gave you clues. that my heart has been violently abused.
someone just walked over my grave.
because before. you i forgave.
but i admit i've been brave.
to actually let you. walk over my grave
i wish you could catch my tears.
& help me conqure childish fears
but now as summer nears i'll have to catch my own tears
All of this just makes me sick!
because i want you so bad & i'm hating it.
even though you make me feel like shit.
i want you more. a little bit.
Because of you all i do is frown.
but people like it better when it's upside down.
we might as well be strangers now.
as i sit crying on the ground.
So as the tears fall you don't listen to the break.
& you don't care for my hearts sake.
& i'll keep the beautiful smiles fake.
& my heart will never know what it'll take
