Why do you keep doing this to me? You may not see it, you may think your just messing around but to me when you do these things I see hope. I know I shouldn�t but I do and I can�t help it. One day you will be fine, you will joke around and the next you will pretend I don�t exist. I can�t go on working like that. I just cant so please get your act together and make up your mind for your sake and mine.
