I am scared I am in this place all alone and there is nobody around to save me from the pain. I am terrified that I wont be able to get free. Terrified that this is the rest of my life, my happiness has melted and sorrow has taken over. This is all I know and living this way I can see no escape. What I know and do I think is right especially when nobody is around to tell me differently. As each day passes the door to freedom seems to move further away. I am trapped by loneliness and hate. I heard and dreamed about the life full of joy and happiness. The life full of love but fear and sadness hold me back. I feel that I will be in this state forever as it is all I know and it has kept me alive for this long. So should I be grateful?
