Without You...

I know we're long gone, haven't seen each other in years,
But still at night I think of you as I try to hide the tears.
I know you have someone knew, and you're gonna marry her,
But you meant everything to me, you were my entire world.

I know she's gonna have your baby, but still I want you here,
You left me so insecure as I now live my life in fear.
I never felt love until I fell in love with you,
You were the only one to ever really love me too.

I know it's been 2 years since that day at the mall,
But without you here I can't help but fall.
Without you, there's no one to cry to over the phone,
Without you, I know I must live my life alone.

It's over forever, as I'm forbidden to see you again,
I just wish we could have at least stayed friends.
But now you are in jail, and have been for so long,
I know it's my fault that your life went wrong.

17 years old, running away from home, away from your hell,
I remember how you told me, and I promised never to tell.
Jes, I still miss you. I still want you to come back here,
Pictures can only fill this gap so long before it reappears.

I've not forgotten the promises you made, nor will I ever,
You told me once we were older we'd get back together.
I don't know if you meant it, as you got a baby on the way,
But just know if you did, Iâ??ll be waiting for that day.

~*Who Cares?*~
yeah, its been over 2 years since I seen him. but i can feel that he still thinks of me. i can just feel it in my heart. he gets out of jail in October or November finally.