My baby.

With every tear that falls
comes an image of what I saw.
Every cut I'll ever make,
is for what he will take.
Every crimson drop of blood,
is for the ones I once loved.

He took my heart.
He took my soul.
Lucky for me,
my heart, you hold.

You rescued me from him.
You knew I didn't lie.
You viewed me from within,
and saw through my disguise.

For that, I owe you my life.
Without you, there would be no today.
You were destined to be my wife,
yet they still took you away.

So every breath I'll ever take
Will always be for your sake.
Ever urge to harm that I deny,
Is because you looked me in the eye.
You said you loved me with all your heart.
I thought nothing could tear us apart.

How ignorant was I,
to think my heart wouldn't die.
I thought that I was saved,
but then my heart was betrayed.

When they took you away,
my heart went astray.
My hope was suddenly gone.
My heart will always long.

Your touch brought comfort.
Your eyes brought peace.
Your smile always soothed,
when I was in need.

You, my dear, I'll never forget.
This love, my sweet, I'll never regret.
But, lovely, I can't help but cry,
When I remember our final good-bye.

Baby, if you're out there reading this, I want you to know I love you. I always have loved you and I always will. You stole my heart, and I don't want it back; it's yours, baby. Do with it what you please, but just know, it's always yours. Baby, if you are reading this, I hope you know that I haven't forgotten about you. I think about you every second of every day. I dream about you every night. I hope you, both of you, are okay. I'm okay. I really am. I haven't cut since everything happened, baby. I quit for you. I know you don't like it when I cut, so I stopped just for you. I really hope you haven't forgotten about me..... I miss you so much.

I miss you baby.
But I love you more than I miss you.