I love you, goodbye

Love is as easy as one, two, three, to show love is hard, to admit that you have fallen in love is harder, but to say goodbye is the hardest. Often times we say goodbye to the one we love without wanting to. But sooner or later, we will all experience the tears of separation. It hurts so much to say goodbye. You almost wish you had never gotten so attached but sometimes goodbye is the painful way of saying I love you.

We are scared to admit that we have fallen in love with the person, simply because we are afraid to lose him and the love we really never had. Once we feel love for a person we never meant to love, we detach ourselves from them, because we don't want this love to grow, since we never expected it to come. We just keep it to ourselves. Even though it hurts us so much to see him in somebody else's arms, we keep on sacrificing tour happiness. We think that it would be better left unsaid. The more you hide your feelings the more your friendship is at risk, because you'll keep on putting meanings to what you usually do before. You think he likes you too, you assume he needs you too; you dream that he loves you too.

Admittance of love is really hard especially if the person is the one you least expect to fall in love with. You keep on asking yourself, "Can this be love I'm feeling right now"
Instead of saying "I love you" you'll say. "goodbye", thinking that it's the best way for you to forget him.

Nothing is really wrong about saying what you feel to the person you love. If he doesn't love you like you do, just accept it and go on with your life. For me, when I love somebody, I don't expect him to love me in return. I just think that he doesn't love me at all, so that I won't get hurt upon realizing that in the end it really won't come true. It's better to love someone that you can't have, than to be with someone that you don't love.
I don't care if he won't love me as long as I have done my part and have been true to myself.

They say I'm insane, others say I'm a fool, and some say I'm crazy, simply because I have loved you. They keep on asking why? But I always say, "Coz I saw in him what YOU FAILED TO SEE". But the problem is, you don't know what I feel for you, I have loved you only in my mind, but I hope that there will come a time, you'll feel this feeling I have inside. I choose to love you in my dreams, because there, I find no rejection and in there nobody wins you but ME.

Wish I could be the one who could give the love you really need. Will you ever know that somebody here waits for you? Or will it just end this way? Maybe it's wrong to say please love me to coz I know you never will. I can never profess my feeling to you, because I know I'll only hurt you, I'll only make you cry, and most of all I'm not the one you need, so I love you.. Goodbye.

-(jr)