Look what the lies did between you and me
Assuming that this is the way things ought to be
We were barelly talking as it was, and yet you wanted to back-off even more.
I don't think that's fair, and I don't think that you are sure of anything anymore.
I want things to go back to the way they were before.
Before the lies, the tears, before we both walked through that church door.
It would've been better if I had never met you
To see you act silly, talk, laugh, and even smile the way you do.
Before I loved your family as my own
Before we ever had that long conversation over the phone.
Why did you come in my life?
Why did you have to know how to make me laugh, when all I wanted to do was cry?
And what's with all these childish games you play with me?
You tell me that you want, you want friendship or even more, then tell me to back-off for a little ease.
I'm not some toy, Mr. McClain.
I'm not some girl that you can play with her heart, and in the end cause more pain.
Yes, there were lots of forgiveness between you and me
I forgave you, but did you really forgive me?
Because true friends, make the friendship noticable; clear.
But you, you just want one of us to disappear.
Well, I'm not going to run or disappear, no matter what you say or do.
Because as a true friend, as your sister, and more importantily as a disciple; I will always be here for you.
All I am asking for, really begging for is a friendship redo.
