This Feeling

I hate this feeling,
Your words send my mind reeling.
You don't think before you speak,
You make me feel so weak.
You make me feel unwanted...unloved,
My emotions you swing so I get shoved.
If you can't love me or need me,
Who can I ever expect to want to have me see?
I am only what you need me to be,
Your my father..Sperm donor not my daddy.
It takes a real man to be a dad,
Any man can be a father and that's all you're that's sad.
Wait don't be ,
Because you can't atleast not for or about me.
You give me this feeling,
This one that makes my mind be reeling.
I don't know what it is,
But it's there and it's making me fizz.