Heart to heal

Long brown hair
Big blue eyes
Behind her smile
The truth lies

She cries herself
To sleep at night
She wishes things were simple
Plain; black and white

But things are hard
To understand
For she is not in control
And things are out of her hands

No one can help her
Not even her friends
Sometimes she wants
Her life to just end

The pain is hurting her
It’s killing her soul
Her heart is now broken
When it used to be whole

She wonders why
This happened to her
She wants things
As they once were

Maybe one day
She’ll learn to forgive
But as of right now
She doesn't want to live

But no one could guess
Of all the pain
Built up inside her
Making her insane

Soon she will have had
About all she can take
She just can’t handle
Another heart break

She cuts her arm
To relieve the pain
She wants it to end
To hit a vein

She knows that it
Is not the only way out
But lately it is
All she thinks about

Pain is the only
Thing she can feel
She just has to wait
For her heart to heal