Addicted

I found out accidentally
that you were dealing dope
please just give it up
i sit here and i hope

you offered it to me
i knew it would mess with my head
but it made me feel alive
when i was almost dead

one night i got high
the feeling was great
i couldn't believe it
it washed away my hate

this became a habit
that i could not dismiss
the night was going well
until that fatal kiss

what happened that night
scarred me forever
now i will never see you
not again not ever

i cry myself to sleep
knowing you'll never be here
you were my Saviour
and now i live in fear