Let go?

Where were you?
As of today
Thought that you knew,
What was of yesterday,
The days were long,
The nights were harsh,
What did I do wrong,
That led to the marsh?
You've lied to me.
And used me too,
Why can't you see
I've always loved you,
Were you to good to be true?
Should I let you go , as I did others to?
Why weren't you there.
When i needed you most.
Why did you just stare,
When i told you our relation ship was toast
You never loved me,
You never cared
You'll never catch me
Even if you dared.