Spinning too fast

I cant think
My head is spinning
My tears are falling and falling
Like hard droplets sent from heaven
Thunder and pain
Represent my anguish and pain
And the harsh words you said
Are repeating over and over again in my head
I'm feeling queary, going through this whirl
I can't believe you thought i was a easy little girl
i seen you today, tears welled in my eyes
But i wont let them fall, I'll keep them inside
I hope, that we can get along and comprimise
But you broke my barrier, leaving me no where to hide
I hate you, I love you , but i cant decide
Because i want to be loved, not tossed to the side