My lie

I hate to lie
But I lied again today
when they asked about my day

I said, "it was great
I had a blast
we should do this agian,"
just like in the past

they smiled brightly
and i turned and walked away
cause of what I really wanted to say

"I hated this trip
and being here with you
when back home I had better things to do"
But I held my tounge and let it pass

cause for a moment
they truely seemed to care
and for a moment I had them there

The day came to an end
and normality kicked back in
they went back to ignoring me
and i was left alone yet again.