Alone

Ive never felt so alone before,
You were the one I truly loved.
Im lost in a storm of memories,
Your face is haunting my dreams.
I remember the last time you held me,
I miss your warm embrace.
My world is crashing down upon me,
And tears are still running down my face.
You said you'd be there forever,
But that was just another lie.
You ripped my heart in two,
There's nothing but emptiness left inside.
I refuse to let you see my tears,
But it only gets harder to hold them back.
I want to feel you reaching out for me,
But instead you chose to watch me fall.
You say Im stupid for loving you,
When its the purest thing Ive ever felt.
I dont know how else to prove to you,
That my love for you is real.
But now that you're with her,
Im afraid to breathe a word of how I feel.
Im so sick of loving you,
But I know that I cant ever stop.
As I think of happier times with you,
I feel the knife of hate pierce deeper into my heart.
I wear a fake smile to try and hide the pain,
And make you think that everything is ok.
When in reality tears flow through my veins,
And my blood continues to spill for you.
Im falling deeper into this hole of misery,
But you never seem to care.
You just left me in this corner,
To watch me fade away
Into nothing but a memory
Of just another girl.
Id give anything to have you in my arms again,
But that will forever be just a dream.