You Are A Part of Me Forever

I think back and try to remember everything about us,
from the moment we started until the moment we
ended...
i never thought we'd end, i really didnt.
sure we were torn apart only by distance...but both of us thought we were strong enough to have a long distance relationship.
i put everything i had into our relationship, i lived for you and only you.
everyone that knew about our relationship knew that i have never been happier in my entire life.
when i talked to you, i would walk around with a smile on my face that just wouldnt go away.
everyone else thought we would last too...then a different girl came along, and you decided she was more convenient cuz she lived closer to you...
i have never been so hurt in my life, i was devastated. you completely ignored me when the new girl came along. i hated her for taking you away from me.
but i wanted to meet her and see how different she was from me and why you chose her over me.
it hurt so bad, i cried at the most random times so unexpected. i was a mess.
now i have come to realize ill never get you back and my heart will never be whole again.
i will never be whole again as a person.
not a day goes by that i dont think of you and think of what we could of been.
i miss you more than words can say...and i do love you forever.
you have a piece of my heart and noone else will ever know.