I No Longer Wanna Cry

Every night I cry myself to sleep.
Thinking one day you'll come back.
And the more I think of our memories.
The more I'm a total wreck.

Its really hard just being here.
Without you by my side.
I miss you more than anything.
And I want you back in my life.

Whenever I'm alone.
Its when the tears really pour out.
I can't stand not holding.
The one my life is all about.

Without you I am nothing.
And my smile just seems to fade.
All though I put on a fake one.
Every single day.

I'm dieing more inside.
And the pain just gets worse and worse.
This is the reason I tried not to fall so hard.
Cause I didn't wanna get hurt.

But you were worth the fall.
Even though it hurts so bad.
Even though you broke my heart.
And made me very sad.

You're everything Ive been looking for.
And everything Ive lost.
I pray for you to come back to me.
But I never seem to get through to god.

I tried to treat you the way you wanted.
But I guess it wasn't enough.
I tried to give you everything.
And show you all my love.

I can't explain how I truly feel.
Cause it just tears me up inside.
I'm sick of always hurting.
And I no longer wanna cry.

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